anonymous writer
May 29, 2025 at 1:07:26 AM
fav song:
apocalypse by cigarettes after sex
the duality of a drug addict by anonymous writer
I wish I could kiss her to know why you love her
I wish I could understand why she made you ache as much as she did
I wish I could get my heart broken by her so I can understand
I wish I could put myself in your shoes so I could see why the path was so rough
I wish I could do so many things to save you from what happened
so you could see that theres still value in the things that she broke
You stand with a guilt that doesn’t belong to you and you hold it tightly
Blood drips from your hand, you’re hurting yourself, do you not notice?
Do you not ache? Do you not feel?
The blood is not for you but for the other ones she created.
Your blood seeps through into a bag for another.
Your sacrifice becomes another ones life.
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i wish you’d kiss her and remember why you hate her
i wish i never understood why she hurt you
i wish you didn’t bleed on me when you got your heart broken by her
i wish i never helped you when you called late at night, screaming until you cried
i wish you could experience that moment over and over
an endless loop of insanity and heart break
was there still value in the heart that you willingly ripped apart
and you stand with the guilt that belongs to you this time
your dried blood stains my shirt and you're colorblind
i let you bleed on me and i shared your pain
i split it evenly down the middle and eased your ache
and you still left me on the side of the road
my sacrifice
became your second chance
and you called it your own
i hope that when you write
you have to live with the memory of what we wrote together
i hope that you struggle to rip the pages of our time together out of your story
i hope that the pages are so thick that you cant help but angrily crush them
and i hope that you are forced to live with that guilt tenfold
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and i wish you'd kiss her and forget why you called me
i wish you could understand why she hurt you, and come to an agreement
i wish the heart break was worth it so you could see the beauty that came out of it
i wish you could look back and say that even though it hurt, it ended up being okay
sometimes i still wish i can save you from all of life's challenges
so you wouldn't see yourself so poorly
or rather, see yourself through my eyes, and the eyes of many others
that guilt will always sit in my chest, and a different kind will always sit in yours
im not sure if this guilt belongs to either of us
but we hold onto it tightly instead of holding onto each other
we notice and recognize pain, yet ignore passion, and perseverance
i know you ache, and i know you feel
and i don't regret the sacrifices i've made
our pages are dusty, and losing their color
but they are filled
some parts are missing and that is okay
because where one story ends, another one begins
Replied on: May 29, 2025 at 1:14:43 AM
HELP .WHATS THIS LORE DROP . I CAN’T , PEAK IS CALLING ?? 😭